How was born the « Magic Bush » which was my very first news ?

Yes, I wrote in my Small-Diary (diary created on Saturday, November 21, 2009 and continues to grow every day from 1000 to 7000 words …), well, I wrote in this diary and in another folder which summarizes only all the writing sessions that I was able to do :

« Wednesday, April 18, 2012, break ! I started a new book without knowing where I was going, so I wrote between 19h and 20h13, which is 1:13, and which is entitled « The Bush ».

The « Buisson Magique » was thus my very first news that I wrote between the walls of Clairvaux after having written almost all my volumes before continuing them in parallel of this news before writing others. I wanted to test my imagination, yes, so I thought :

« Try to write a story starting from a random word ! »

And I do not know why, but the « Bush » appeared to me. So, I decided to try to build a story from this simple word « Bush ». So I put this word and then let my imagination wander, surf the electromagnetic visual and auditory waves of my brain while starting to build this imaginary story. It was exciting and fun, because I could not stop ! Yes, I was caught by imaginary impulses that caused verbal impulses and vice versa before visual impulses in turn feed auditory impulses while surfing with elements of my real intimate life : I was inspired by places that I knew as Chatenay Malabry, Verriere-le-Buisson, Sceaux where I lived with my darling to even conceive the heart of this story in our first and last apartment of Sceaux where we lived until the drama. I do not know, it was as if my unconsciousness wanted to build on this drama another anti-memory story to forget this drama-drama. So, I let my imagination embroider and embroider this story, it was captivating, magical, because the environmental fabric of this story was in my mind, and then I just had to include a fictional story ! I did not even need a cultural suitcase, but a simple experimental-life suitcase with my darling. It was unreal ! Yes, I wrote automatically, I let myself be transported and hovering between my words written in the moment, which gave me the sentences and therefore, the ideas of my narration as words in Indian file that would give me the cogs pre-hidden to the construction presents the imaginary narrative that was automatically put in place out of my unconsciousness-« unalienated ». But there was also the melody of the words which impelled to my ears other words close to the sound point of view before there also my imagination of the writing resumes the succession over the writings-auditory. My consciousness runs by jerk, impulse, so I have to use all my senses at once before the transcript of my emotions is perfect for any new news! It was magical this new type of writing of the imaginary story that changed for me radically compared to my usual torture when I recounted through my books this drama of 2003…!

Yes, later, I will realize that every time I keep a news, it is that I had previously the idea of ​​final fall that would surprise the reader, so I learned over the news to build everything an imaginary to slowly arrive at these falls ! But for « The Magic Bush » no, I had left a single word without knowing exactly where I was going, I had for this one to rest entirely on the flow of my consciousness which included sensibility, memory, memory-experience, vocabulary, musicality of words, imagination…etc. And what was surprising was that even through a story that was imaginary, my mind was still returning in a roundabout way to the life I led with my dear by installing the sets in the places where we had really lived ! Then, becoming more and more experienced, I mixed all the techniques : I found a fall, then I let my imagination go slowly but surely, for others, I had no fall, but I trusted my imagination to find one slowly and surely ! It was magical ! I always fall back on my neural-feet to build an uplifting, virtuous, surprising or funny story, always ! Yes, it’s really magical writing !

Why writing was a real lifeline for me (besides you will know it more precisely later on reading my first autobiographical tome), well, through the writing of this news whose first « The Magic Bush », I kept shutting myself up in an imaginary world by taking me out of my real world of the drama suffered with my Darling, like the writing of volume 4 « The story of an unusual type » that you will read later also and where I begin to detach myself from the drama by having learned to write about anything else as a subject that the drama lived of which I am entirely responsible once again, then, to write this news that allowed even more to my spirit no longer to be mentally attacked as in the past by my guilty feeling, and therefore, not to be disturbed either by my gesture, or by what happened as an event between walls by becoming so indifferent Some people found in me an unparalleled power of indifference about not taking away from me any negative event that might happen between these walls ! Moreover, I was no longer in the perspective of reporting word for word the real reality of my story with my darling where each of my words had to sweat the poetic emotion, no, there, in writing this news, I let go finally, being less manic in the linguistic composition of this news. In any case, you will immediately see the difference between the volumes of my autobiographical story and this news. I left the obsessional perfectionist fashion for the detachment mode by letting me go to any license where a blow were the words that gave me the imaginary idea, a sudden the sentences, a blow their music, a shot the images and everything was mixing emotion and experience really lived… it was magic, it was unreal, and it is still ! Yes, I was no longer in writing-hold* to tell my real life, but in the writing of surprise books to tell unreal lives in this news.

Then, as this Buisson in the story was magical as the writing of this story was equally for me through this very first news that gave me so much pleasure and joy, it was logical to add at the word bush the magic word, hence the birth of the Magic Bush. The magic word was a synthesis between the story and the state of mind in which I bathed while writing it : it was magic !

So this is my very first news whose origin comes from the seed-word « bush ».